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Title: My sick l'il suside
Post by: Sophih on December 17, 2005, 02:50:43 am: 20 prozac and a bottel of asprin and 1 pint of vodka

if this doesn't kiill me well i'm never comming back

laters

nothing left i wote a poem but i threw up on it

you're right swift i am pethedic the world is better with out emos
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Post by: Peaches on December 17, 2005, 02:53:14 am: Well, I hope you don't die. Guess I would never know either way though. Hope you find a more accomidating forum elswhere.

(meh, whatever, I have no idea why you posted this.)
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Post by: Calvat on December 17, 2005, 02:56:47 am: Meh, I can't say anything.
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Post by: Swiftman on December 17, 2005, 03:42:45 am: Sophih.... You're only counted as emo when you dress like one and you have no reason to be all depressed, and when you cut yourself. Wait, you DO classify as emo.... cutting part, at least. But if you have a reason to be all sad, then state it, don't leave us alll in the dark, who knows, we may be able to help.

But if that is your choice Sophih, I suppose we can't change that.

And I called your ability to insult someone pathetic, not you yourself, Sophih. There's a difference, you know.
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Post by: Calvat on December 17, 2005, 03:48:50 am: It's too late, she already took them.
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Post by: Swiftman on December 17, 2005, 03:53:55 am: I already know that Calv, but I'm just saying..... grah, never mind, it's wasted on you.
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Post by: Calvat on December 17, 2005, 03:56:39 am: Ye know, I act dumb, I'm not actually it?
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Post by: Peaches on December 17, 2005, 05:13:49 am: Just how much is a bottle of aspirin anyways?
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Post by: Calvat on December 17, 2005, 05:36:07 am: Quote from: "Peaches"
Just how much is a bottle of aspirin anyways?

Depends on the size she took, and also she aint coming back so we wont know.
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Post by: Yaminomalex on December 17, 2005, 07:26:11 am: I really hope this is just a joke.
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Post by: jv2k on December 17, 2005, 09:09:49 am: What the fuck!?
I'm with yamino I really hope this is just one big joke cause if its not that would be very very bad.
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 17, 2005, 09:23:58 am: This is ridiculous.
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Post by: Monkeydog on December 17, 2005, 09:31:36 am: We'd never know anyways, probably.

So even if she's not dead, she's dead on TPH.
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Post by: Razel on December 17, 2005, 10:47:00 am: yeah^
But i hope its just an excuse for leaving
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Post by: CJMErl / Yami CJMErl on December 17, 2005, 10:54:26 am: Quote from: "Sophih"
20 prozac and a bottel of asprin and 1 pint of vodka

if this doesn't kiill me well i'm never comming back

laters

O_O

...

. . .

*insert Darth Vader "NOOOOOOOOOOO" here*
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Post by: Superyoshi on December 17, 2005, 11:13:05 am: Agreed with NMX and Yamino.
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Post by: Byte Man Zero on December 17, 2005, 08:00:08 pm: Anyone who has her on their MSN needs to tell her to stop this shit. Quite frankly, it's scaring the batch outta me. I've lost too many friends to suicide to lose another. I don't care if she doesn't read this, I'm gonna say it anyway. Soph, don't do it. Please. If you survive this, get back here, and tell me what's up. I've said it a million times, but that's something I know how to do, ok? I've been there myself three times, and failed each time. Trust me, it ain't worth it.
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Post by: Draconis on December 17, 2005, 08:11:02 pm: I really hope this is some cruel, sick joke, I really do. I'm not kidding, if someone dies because of a forum, I'm leaving forums altogether. I'm not saying you shouldn't care what others say about you, just don't give them the satisfaction of knowing they caused something like this. I have yet to see anything emo about you, evryone gets moody once in a while, it dosen't mean they're emo.
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Post by: Calvat on December 17, 2005, 08:49:38 pm: I don't really seem Sophih as a joker, thus from what I've heard she has a hard life so she probably done it.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:35:50 am: I dont know if this was real or not...But Shannon came on her MSN that night right after Sophih said she did that. Shannon asked me if I know what was wrong with Sophih cuz she was throwing up blood... I dont know if I was really talking to Shannon or Sophih pretending to be Shannon...But I really dont think Sophih would lie about this. But I could, and hope, I am wrong.....
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:38:40 am: I would prefer not to get your hopes down.

But I hope she's fine, even if she hated me, I still don't hate her.
I don't think we're going to get to know if she's safe, or a joke.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:40:28 am: We might. Just cuz she says she is leaveing TPH no matter what doesnt mean she is leaveing MSN...I really hope nothing happened to her..
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:42:02 am: I guess the only way we can tell, is by time, even if time can involve suffering.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:43:32 am: I try not to think about it...Hard as that may be..
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:45:16 am: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
I try not to think about it...Hard as that may be..

Thinking will get depression more higher, hang in there and try and not think about it.

Think of good times.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:48:06 am: Eh I just keep myself busy with drawings or Christmas shopeing. Or wraping gifts. Stuff like that..
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:49:00 am: Then that's good to know.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 05:41:58 pm: Oh thank god Sophih is ok..
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Post by: Razel on December 18, 2005, 05:42:41 pm: ^that is really good news.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 05:44:02 pm: Yes it is...Yes it is..
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Post by: Swiftman on December 18, 2005, 05:51:13 pm: *phew*

I'm glad to hear she's okay... It would suck if someone ACTUALLY died. ha ha ha.... </weak, nervous laugh>
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Post by: jv2k on December 18, 2005, 06:47:52 pm: Thats really good news, I'm glad to hear shes alright.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 07:32:17 pm: Heh, indeed.

Althought are their any side effects?
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 07:33:31 pm: She looks like a druggy and is under 24 hour watch.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 07:36:58 pm: Heh, I should bestow good luck upon her then.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 07:39:47 pm: Oh and she is in a really pissy mood..
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 18, 2005, 07:42:48 pm: I could make an incredibly mean comment now, but for the sake of something, I won't.

Anyway, Glad she's okay, I think, dunno.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 07:44:09 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
Oh and she is in a really pissy mood..

Heh, of course their would be.

From what she claims, having a bad life, a failed attempt at suicide, a pile of drugs and alchohol.

I think she should be all happy after all of them things she's taken.
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 18, 2005, 07:45:00 pm: URGE TO BE AN ASSHOLE RISING.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 07:47:58 pm: Wow...NMX accutally saying something thats not mean/rude/stupid. Wow thats a first.
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 18, 2005, 07:49:20 pm: I am mean and rude when I feel like it, which is most of the time.

I just don't feel like it in this thread, dunno why.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 07:51:14 pm: Goes to prove NMX does has good in him, and there is more than expected.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 07:51:59 pm: Good.
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 18, 2005, 07:54:35 pm: Quote from: "Calvat 69"
Goes to prove NMX does has good in him, and there is more than expected.

"Good" and "Evil" are mere labels, and they depend on someone's opinion.

But I don't feel like having a debate about morals now, so stay quiet.
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Post by: megakevinexe on December 18, 2005, 07:56:21 pm: How nice is he? :mrgreen:
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 18, 2005, 07:57:31 pm: My words are wasted on these fools...
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Post by: megakevinexe on December 18, 2005, 07:58:14 pm: He called us fools! How nice! :mrgreen:
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 07:59:19 pm: For once I agree with NMX. In a way. He is not good nor bad.
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Post by: megakevinexe on December 18, 2005, 08:00:15 pm: I guess so. ^_^
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 08:06:45 pm: Heh, I have yet some pity in me, but yet it's probably something else.
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Post by: Jody on December 18, 2005, 10:37:21 pm: Meh. Meh I say.

Don't deny you're emo and be all offended when someone calls you it, then come and make some dramatic 'pity me' post. You may not be my favorite person, Sophih, but not even I want you to die. Not even close. You told me you are all depressed once, I asked you why, and you wouldn't tell me. Well that means either you don't have one, or have your head stuck too far up your ass to talk about it and get advice. It does help. Don't go around being like MY LIFE SUX LAWL then not even be able to speak about it. That does, indeed, make you look like an emo. Because it makes it look like you have no reason. So, state what the problem is. Maybe not to the whole freakin' forum, but to someone. If you want to handle it by yourself, than quit whining about it. Because that only makes you look like you want help, and then people try to help you, and you're like NO LAWL I DON'T WANT HELP. Well then shut it. Don't be an attention whore.

But nonetheless, please don't hurt yourself. It's fine. Killing yourself now, would be a waste. I'm sure you've went though a lot of shit up till now, and killing yourself now is just the easy way out. You're better than that, you're stronger than that. You can do it, if you try. Sure, we all probably have thought about it, but just don't do it. It's not worth it.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 10:42:57 pm: Jody she does talk about her problems. Just cuz she doesnt tell you doesnt mean she doesnt tell no one. I do the same. Some people I trust to tell and some I dont. She probly doesnt trust you. But dont call her emo cuz she wont get help from you. She does get help. She gets it from me. Even if its really shirty help she still asks and gets it.
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Post by: Jody on December 18, 2005, 10:45:30 pm: She's emo anyway, dear.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 10:47:07 pm: *sighs* I know I know. I'm just saying dont call her emo for that reason...
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 10:47:18 pm: Quote from: "Jody"
She's emo anyway, dear.

Myep, it's like an advantage.

I tried to help her, and she pisses me off!
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Post by: Jody on December 18, 2005, 10:49:00 pm: Indeed. I'm not against emos, if they have an actual good reason to be emo. I go through a lot of shit, but I maintain not being emo. My life is actually pretty fucked up. But I rarily complain, I rarily rant on people, I don't cut, I don't want to kill myself (thinking about it and wanting to do it are two different things, people), and I don't just emo out on everything. I'm not that great, I'm not that strong. If I can not be emo, I think just about anyone could.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 10:51:10 pm: Quote from: "Jody"
Indeed. I'm not against emos, if they have an actual good reason to be emo. I go through a lot of shit, but I maintain not being emo. My life is actually pretty fucked up. But I rarily complain, I rarily rant on people, I don't cut, I don't want to kill myself (thinking about it and wanting to do it are two different things, people), and I don't just emo out on everything. I'm not that great, I'm not that strong. If I can not be emo, I think just about anyone could.

It's not that easy for some.
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Post by: Jody on December 18, 2005, 10:52:01 pm: Apparently.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 10:53:56 pm: Quote from: "Jody"
Apparently.

Heh, yes.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 10:54:42 pm: Exactly. Jody, you have Trigger to take care of you and be there for you. Who does Sophih have? No one really.
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Post by: Jody on December 18, 2005, 10:58:14 pm: I do have him. But everyone, has someone. Sophih has a lot of friends here. You don't need someone you're in love with to give you comfort. If you don't want to be sad, and make things better for yourself, you take what you frickin' have. And if you want and have the will to, make new friends. Find someone special. I don't care. People are stupid like that. I DON'T HAVE ANYONE, ZOMG. Yeah, well, you do. I'm sure you have friends. Pretty much everyone here is friends with each other, and there are some pretty badass, yet understanding people here that will fucking listen, and will help you. You don't just wander around nad be like I HAVE NO ONE, I'M SO LONELY, THERE'S NO ONE TO HELP ME. You're not a baby, you're not the helpless. If you have no one, find someone. If you're too stubborn to even do that for yourself, then you'd better learn how to make it on your own, because people aren't just going to appear infront of you and offer you a shoulder to cry on. It doesn't work like that. You have to pull your own weight. There's only so much you can expect of other people.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:00:59 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
Exactly. Jody, you have Trigger to take care of you and be there for you. Who does Sophih have? No one really.

She has you.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:04:05 pm: Quote from: "Calvat 69"
Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
Exactly. Jody, you have Trigger to take care of you and be there for you. Who does Sophih have? No one really.

She has you.

Me? Calvy you of all people know I do her no good. I'm barly able to hold myself together let alone another person.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:04:57 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
Quote from: "Calvat 69"
Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
Exactly. Jody, you have Trigger to take care of you and be there for you. Who does Sophih have? No one really.

She has you.

Me? Calvy you of all people know I do her no good. I'm barly able to hold myself together let alone another person.

She loves it when you are around still.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:08:25 pm: Eh..She doesnt act like it..
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:11:22 pm: Well, she certainly does it.

She likes it when yer around, ye can tell.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:12:33 pm: Eh...I guess...maybe..Dont see why.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:13:46 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
Eh...I guess...maybe..Dont see why.

I was told, she loves you.

Or something.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:17:59 pm: She does. But why, I do not know.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:22:40 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
She does. But why, I do not know.

Same reason everyone loves.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:24:36 pm: But why me? I aint that great ya know..
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:28:58 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
But why me? I aint that great ya know..

Everyone has reasons for loving someone, but I don't know her reasons.

You ask her that.
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Post by: Jody on December 18, 2005, 11:30:11 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
But why me? I aint that great ya know..

HAHA same here. But I still got Drifty. <3 Love isn't something you can put into words and explain.
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:33:16 pm: Quote from: "Jody"
Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
But why me? I aint that great ya know..

HAHA same here. But I still got Drifty. <3 Love isn't something you can put into words and explain.

It is possible, but it is difficult.

But the reasons are above many of explanations, some anyway.
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:35:46 pm: Na Jody you are awsome.
>.>
<.<
And sexy. *Shot*
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:39:30 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
Na Jody you are awsome.
>.>
<.<
And sexy. *Shot*

Ye know ye want her! *Stabbed*

Eugh, No the Master plan! *Dies*
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Post by: Kasai Falconi on December 18, 2005, 11:40:29 pm: WHO TOLD YOU?!?!?! *shot 100 times*
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Post by: Calvat on December 18, 2005, 11:41:27 pm: Quote from: "Kasai Falconi"
WHO TOLD YOU?!?!?! *shot 100 times*

It's really obvious! *Nuked*
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Post by: Jody on December 19, 2005, 02:57:08 pm: It is? What's going on? Who am I? Who're you? Do you live here?

Omg too many Harry Potter movies. HE LOST HIS MEMORY LAWL THEN RON IS LYK SHUT UP YOU BLOODY WANKER AND THEN LIKE SMACK WIFF A ROCK AND THEN THE GUY IS LIKE OH MY WORD AND THEN HE FALLS DOWN AND THEN RON IS LIKE ZOMG HARRY HURRY AND FIND GINNY AND HE'S LIKE OKAY RON YOU TRY TO GET SOME ROCKS OUT OF THE WAY AND ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 19, 2005, 03:12:58 pm: *Kills everyone in this thread through horribly painful and slow methods*
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Post by: Calvat on December 19, 2005, 04:04:32 pm: Quote from: "Nightmare X"
*Kills everyone in this thread through horribly painful and slow methods*

Quote from: "Fighter"
Then wouldn't you be killing yourself?

Editted destroy, to kill.
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Post by: Nightmare X on December 19, 2005, 04:20:45 pm: I meant everyone but me.
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Post by: Calvat on December 19, 2005, 04:52:46 pm: Quote from: "Nightmare X"
I meant everyone but me.

Ah ok, explains.

Thank you.
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Post by: Jody on December 19, 2005, 07:05:08 pm: That should just be assumed, Calvat dear.
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Post by: Calvat on December 19, 2005, 07:10:27 pm: Quote from: "Jody"
That should just be assumed.

As if it was consumed.
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Post by: CJMErl / Yami CJMErl on December 20, 2005, 05:44:51 pm: What about ME?! She could've always talked to ME! I would listen! :cry:

Oy vey...
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Post by: Byte Man Zero on December 21, 2005, 08:45:15 am: Yami, you may think it's pathetic, but I think CJ might do Sophih some good. Even YOU have to agree that TPH without Soph wouldn't be the same. And I am SOOOOOO glad that she's ok. Suicide is the coward's way out. Soph's stronger than that, and we all know it.
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Post by: Calvat on December 21, 2005, 09:41:47 am: Who did a what now?--*Snot*
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Post by: CJMErl / Yami CJMErl on December 21, 2005, 06:10:30 pm: Quote from: "Byte Man"
Yami, you may think it's pathetic, but I think CJ might do Sophih some good. Even YOU have to agree that TPH without Soph wouldn't be the same. And I am SOOOOOO glad that she's ok. Suicide is the coward's way out. Soph's stronger than that, and we all know it.

I know, but all that lovey-dovey stuff makes me wanna blarf.

(No offense, Soph.)
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Post by: Calvat on December 21, 2005, 06:13:40 pm: Quote from: "CJMErl / Yami CJMErl"
Quote from: "Byte Man"
Yami, you may think it's pathetic, but I think CJ might do Sophih some good. Even YOU have to agree that TPH without Soph wouldn't be the same. And I am SOOOOOO glad that she's ok. Suicide is the coward's way out. Soph's stronger than that, and we all know it.

I know, but all that lovey-dovey stuff makes me wanna blarf.

(No offense, Soph.)

Love isn't so bad.

You probably think it's icky cause either yer still a child inside, or you just need loving. XP
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Post by: CJMErl / Yami CJMErl on December 21, 2005, 06:15:12 pm: No, I'm pretty sure it's just his maturity level.

After all, he's the kind of guy that gets a kick out of seeing things blow up. It's only natural that love makes him yak.
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Post by: Calvat on December 21, 2005, 06:18:30 pm: Quote from: "CJMErl / Yami CJMErl"
No, I'm pretty sure it's just his maturity level.

After all, he's the kind of guy that gets a kick out of seeing things blow up. It's only natural that love makes him yak.

Love is awesome! ^.^
I like the part of caring for the person, I'm good at that. XD