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« on: September 09, 2005, 03:43:20 pm »
my life story is something like this...
Untill i was like 3 or 4 i never talked to anyone but Laz. Why? I have no idea. Belive it or not me and Laz were really close when we were little.I didnt have any firends untill I was in Punta Gorda were i meet Johana. I spent many hours with her ether just hanging out at her house or bugging Laz and his friends.nothing really happened other then that. When we finally moved back to florida, it took me forever to get friends. I was friendless untill 5th grade were I meet my best friend Ashton. we did everything toget and went everywere together. 6th grade brought me new friends. first was Kim the crazy band geek that everyone loved and then at the end alex, or kiki as I call her. Little little Ashton stoped hanging out with me and more with Kiki. So I had to find new friends.By 8th grade I didnt have any new ones. So, Parker was always around. I decided to hang out with him. I was in the band from 6th to 9th grade. I was in bothe the reagular bad and jazz. Out jazz bands drummer, Kyle, was the best in school. he picked out a song and had an awsome solo in it. 2 weeks befor out stupid school concert he got hit by a car.. he died shortly after.. His parents asked us to play at his mamorial. so we did. everyone cryed during his solo. his brother played it in his place. at out concert at school that was the last song we played. his brother played his solo once again. after we were finished everyone claped and we went to our seats with tears in out eyes. the concert went on and the jazz band cryed. after all that my parents wanted to move. So we did. No good schools in Alabama. Mom said I could finish school in florida if I wanted. I didnt know what to do. So I asked parker, who at this time I was dateing. He wanted me back so I said alright after much of him begging. I moved in with grandpa "papa" and hated it. he smoked all the time so I smelled like smoke and my friends thought I was smokeing. So I went to School everyday, came home, went to pakers till dark (Thats when he said I had to be home or at Nanas) I would go to Nans at dark call him and till him I was there. I stayed there till 10 when he said I had to be in bed..And that went for while. If I did anything wrong, even being 1 min late I was gronded for a week. so I couldnt take it. I asked Nan if I could move in with her. she said yes after much begging. About this time I broke up with Parker because he was a jerk who only wanted sex.Then I dated andrew for awhile but Kiki wanted him for herself and broke us up.I ment a guy named feint and feel in love. This was bad. My friend liked him to. She started hateing me and spreding lies about me. I yelled at Nan And got kicked out because she was drunk. I could of stayed but after all the stuff with my 'friends' i thought it best to leave. I told no one I was going. So what doese Kiki do? She tells everyone i got pregnent by parker. Mom put me in a private christain school for the rest of the year. Hated it and had no friends. and this year we couldnt afford to do that again so I'm homeschooled and getting my GED next year. thats it. my childhood.