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« on: April 24, 2005, 10:53:28 am »
The real is the real fact of my life...it's just that I can't explain the things I do because most of the things I do either get me in trouble or I end up losing someone or even a friend. I think that I was just put on the world just to mess things up and It sucks.I hardly have any friends but they are trouble sometimes it. Some times I wonder why I do the thing si do.Is it because my emotion tell me to,Friends push me to do it,or I just don't think,well I don't know what makes me do stuff. Sometimes I just wish My life was different or I wasn't born because it sucks so bad.So much stuff happend in my life and some stuff is mostly that hurt me or i hurt people. Some people think i'm pretty cool but some people think I'm retard,gay,a ass,slow,a pot head,a fag,or just flat out stupid.The world just fuckin sucks if you tell me, because theirs really know reason why we are here and if there is it's just to be born and go though life and die.Lot's of stuff like getting in fight aint no problem for me it's just that I get in trouble everytime I turn around.Sometimes I ever wonder if any of my family thinks I'm trouble.I bet if anyone knows me good that they would really like me as a friend.I sometimes I think I'm a warrior from a different place and I have to find our alies that our enemys brang to earth and I got to keep in contact with some of them when I find them.So if anybody Thinks I'm trouble just tell me instead of just not saying any thing because one day I might even save your life or take my life for yours.This is my real life of truth If anybody think I't that they have a worser life E-mail Me at GorillazFerrari@yahoo.com and we can Compare who's got the worst...Till the My Name is John Garchow and this is my Real!
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